me: i wanna write smut!
me: *fanfic i’m writing gets to the smut and i get lazy*
WHCIH
it’s not like theyre friends or anything
like there were some factors of the fic i really did not like but overall it was so beautiful and the ending made me cry and i’m still thinking about it tbh
there was a time in my life when i promised myself i’d never ship it
alas
the promise has been broken